Grandmother

I’m you’re fucking Granddaughter, how can you even pull bullshit like this. Did I ask for you to take care of me? Did I ask for my mother to be killed? No I didn’t but for you to sit here and tell me I’m going to give you $600 a month when I only fucking have 700 is bull shit and you know it. How am I going to live and take care of the things I need too with 100 left to myself? In a weeks time that would be gone. I can’t even save for college and I’m a senior in high school two fucking months away from graduation and you’re telling me pay you or get out. 

You call me ungrateful and a selfish bitch. It’s fucking logical not to give someone most of your money! If the sate wanted you to have the check it would continue to come into your name but it doesn’t it comes in mine so GTFO. I can’t believe you would even do shit like this. On top of me having to pay for graduation you’re pulling crap like this. 

I have no respect for you at all. 

You disgust me

I don’t think none of my friends really understand.

For the past four years of my life have been filled with My Highest of Highs and Lowest of lows. I made the best of friends but none of them really understand of how it feels to grow up poor in a rich neighborhood. To them they might seem like their “middle class” but to me and my family they are Millionaires. I know I put on a good front when I’m at the mall with them. Shopping around trying on clothes, then in the end I change my mind and don’t get it because “I don’t like it” anymore when I know deep down inside I love it. My grandmother tries to never send me out without money. It maybe like a couple of dollars but it’s enough to do what I want. My best friend Melissa asked me If I had a college fund. Yeah, because poor black people have money to save up for college. There are my brothers and me, we need all the extra money we can. So no I didn’t save for college, I have a scholarship but no one wants me to live with them so I guess I’ll lose it.   In the end I don’t think my friends really understand when my family is broke, I mean that we’re really broke. We have no money to do anything what so ever.